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Wednesday, September 3, 2008 2:19 AM

I had a long conversation not long ago.
It's long in terms of the time spent in that conversation,
The words that many people use,
The many people added in the conversation,
And lastly, is the thoughts that are flying through your mind.
It's like, you gotta spend alot of energy thinking about what people says and what you have to say.

It was a good trash out,
Though some key people were not there.
It was meant to be some calm conversation,
But obviously some did not think it that way.
And more importantly,
Some were not prepared for the trash out.
Thus the calm conversation turn abit hay-wire towards the peak point.

I have learnt what went wrong with me from SS.
But was really shock that he would actually say it.
Not shock that he will say it out,
Cause I am not the only one that he said,
But shock that he can see the point that I am s_____ and sometimes never t_____ f__ o_____.
I always knew that I had this problem,
I know this will be my greatest flaw wherever I go,
But perhaps, I just need a little more time to change.
And I know that SS will be the first person to be in the line to support the change in me.
I have been trying ever since I know about it.
But it hasn't came easy.
Cause I just cannot make myself to be as k___ h_____ as some others may be.
SS, you must promise me lehs.
Whenever my bad habit is acting up again,
You must tell me!
Like how you kb Da Ge like that.
Hahaha. I won't mind de! LOL.

I actually enjoyed this trash out and the aftermath too.
Cause normally, when people trashed things out,
Hard feelings will be put in,
And you started to hate that person who says negative things about you.
But in this clique of ours, (except for some)
We didn't.
In fact, we are actually talking craps and rubbish now.
And tomorrow's badminton is still on. (Though some may back out)
It hasn't been cancelled due to this trash out.

That's why I say,
此时此刻, I do really LOVE this clique of mine.
This proves that we are matured people who handled their stuffs in a mature way.
*Ai seh. Saying this just praised many of us.
Shit! Then Da Ge will be proud again!
LOL, HOW?!?!?!?!?!
Shit, I just cap-ed my words! =P

Our constant operation.
Feed Kai. =D

Alright.
Queena's a happy girl right now.
It was a good trashing out, that's what she thinks.
Bye~